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Part two of the OC asks ❤️ This time, for my Kili. He isn’t always 6 feet of angst, I promise! All the odd numbers as miss Mappsie asked, because I am guilty of if I have a chance to babble about my babies, I’ll do it. :’) Anyway! Note: There’s a little trigger warning for 11- that’s why this drabble was posted, because that one… Got away from me. And… Wall of text because I literally do n o t know how to shut up half the time. 1. Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with? Kili is an only child, and since he spent most of his childhood on one ship or the other… He never really knew any other members of his family. 3. What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like? Kili absolutely loved being with his dad when he was a kid. With how he grew up without knowing many kids his own age, it meant he spent a lot of time on ships- his dad was an engineer, and Kili was always so, so happy when his dad was explaining how everything worked on the ship they were staying on at that time. 5. On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets? When he’s not wearing 75 pounds of armor and armed to the teeth, Kili has some candy on him all the time (most kinds of hard candy- mints, butterscotch, something like lifesavers. He likes the soft, chewy mints, as well), a credit chit and, believe it or not, something like chapstick in his pockets- always the ones that are flavored like fruits just because he feels like they work the best. And… He keeps a key to his gun locker on him at all times- this one is because if it isn’t on his person, he’ll lose it and never find it again :’) 7. Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares? Yes- when it’s not Thresher Maws scaring the hell out of him, Kili is plagued by the faces and screams of the squadmates and friends he lost on Akuze. He can recall everyone vividly- their names, ranks, which of them were also N7’s and the ones that looked to him for guidance- those being under the age of 24. They’re all screaming, crying, begging him to help, they want the pain to end- the worst part is, Kili always wakes up right as he puts a gun to his own head. 9. Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up? Just slightly better? I mean, Killian came from a pretty well-off family to begin with, so he was pretty high up in the world. Mom in the Alliance and active duty; dad an engineer on the ships his mom would be stationed on. Now, Kili is just a rung above that. 11. In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been? The most afraid Kili has ever been was the day he tried to end his life. He was afraid of himself. See this drabble here. 13. Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way? Not like he used to be! When Kili was still climbing the ranks in N-school, he wasn’t prepared for when one of his fellow soldiers fell from the makeshift sniper perch that was made from a tree and they fell onto a root- at the time, Kili was just 20 and seeing all the blood from a few misplaced bones made him turn absolutely green. Now, though- someone could be shot beside him and the blood could actually get on him and he wouldn’t even flinch. Complain a little, but that’s it. 15. Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not? Not really. Kili takes more pride in the things he discovers as he goes through life, and experiences everything in the moment- he sees no need in actually collecting material things, nor does he see the point in having so much money that he doesn’t know what to do with it. 17. What was your character’s favorite toy as a child? Kili somehow ended up with a hanar plush- no one knows where it came from. Something about it made it Killian’s favorite- it was one of those plush toys that he HAD to have at all times. At 30 years old, Kili has now retired it to a shelf and fully intends on patching it up and cleaning it and giving it to his own child one of these days! 19. What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before? Lack of affection in the early stages. Through the years, Kili has hardened himself and doesn’t easily show his affection- the last time he was too quick to show affection, his love was taken advantage up which ultimately lead to Kili being miserable and unhappy. He hasn’t had many relationships since then, because everyone he dates just thinks Kili is a dick and he doesn’t care- which just isn’t Kili’s style because the dude loves hard. 21. If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others? It honestly depends on the kind of day Kili is having. Sometimes, even if he knows better, he’ll feel that he caused it. One thing Kili never does is blame others, though- sometimes things just don’t go according to plan and he knows that. 23. What does your character dislike in other people? Kili really, really doesn’t like constant pessimism. He doesn’t see how someone can go about life and constantly, every day, be negative about everything (an example is an old squadmate that always found bad things in everything- they could just be walking and the dude would say ‘why are we even doing this, it doesn’t mean anything in the long run.’). Kili understands the occasional negative thoughts, or even when the pessimism lasts a good two or three days- but if it’s constant, there’s a 90% chance the wants to non-fatally shoot someone in the foot. 25. How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person? Some people, Killian is suspicious of from the get-go. If Kili can see something in their body language that just doesn’t seem like it’s quite right for what they’re doing, he’ll keep an eye on them. On that note, if Kili is close with someone, this changes, absolutely. If he’s close to them, it means he knows their body language, knows how they are- he doesn’t need to suspect them of anything. 27. How does your character normally deal with confrontation? Kili tries to keep a level head when dealing with everything- the key word here is tries. When confrontation is happening, he’ll try to be tame about everything for as long as he absolutely can before he’d even think about raising his voice- but when it reaches that point, the offending party better have a damn good alibi for confronting him because shit is about to hit the fan. 29. What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true? Kili wanted to be an engineer like his dad when he was younger! Hannah and Damien both supported their son fully. But, this dream didn’t happen because when the attack on Mindoir happened, Kili decided then and there, at just 15 years old, that he wanted to be a soldier in the Alliance instead. Hannah and Damien still supported their boy! 31. Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable. The most comfortable Kili is, is when he gets downtime with Kaidan. Because if he’s opening a bad cheap beer with Kaidan, it means that things are calm for that moment. They aren’t heading off into danger right then, and he gets to relax with his favorite person (even though, neither of them are happy about the shitty, cheap beer). He’s not in armor, he’s not even in his civilian clothes- it’s comfort he wanted, so comfort he’d seek out- this is complete with comfortable clothes; often, some kinda sweatpants and a t-shirt from his early Alliance days. (Yeah… I think I’m slowly becoming a Shenko shipper.) 33. In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve? If Kili is being criticized, he’ll hear the person out before he ultimately figures out if it’s good or bad. More often than not, Kili will see this as a time to improve- he’ll ask the person giving him the criticism what he can do to improve, or he’ll ask his friends how he can improve or something. Very seldomly does Kili get offended and defensive when it comes to these situations! 35. How does your character behave around people they like? If it’s a platonic like, Kili is very charming and tries to be funny. If he’s really liking the person (still platonic, of course!), he’ll crack a few lame jokes and think of some stupid puns. If it’s a romantic like, though… He because this awkward little shit whose stutter comes back. He still tries to be charming, but it’s a little more tuned up than what it is when it’s just a friend. 37. Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status? Honor, really. His status is something that could fade away, anyway- he’s not going to be the only human Spectre for long, and as he ages, he feels that being an N7 won’t weigh the same. Everyone knows his story as ‘Commander Killian Shepard, first human Spectre’, and nothing he really does is secret in the Alliance. Honor, though- Kili will always have his honor. That’s probably why it’ll always mean more to him. 39. Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)? He was bit by a varren when he was 16! He looked at the offending animal, looked at his bleeding wound, then just sighed and called the offending varren a little shit before pointing to its owner and telling it to go back to its person (the owner felt bad, but Kili laughed it off- still does when asked about the scar!). 41. Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first? He feels like he needs to earn it. This is because he wasn’t just handed the N7 title- he busted his ass to prove that he was worthy to wear the N7. He didn’t even feel as if the N2/N3 rank was something he just deserved to have for getting into the N7 program. (The only thing Kili feels like he deserves is a good beer and a steak. Seriously- give this boy his damn steak.) 43. Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them? Yes. After graduating from the N7 program, Kili had a brand new Alliance soldier take to him, and he took her under his wing without a second thought. He actually was her biggest supporter when she herself was asked to join the N7 program. Kili viewed her as a little sister, and actually has kept in touch with her! 45. What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them? Death is something that crosses Kili’s mind frequently. His belief in the afterlife was shaped after the Normandy SR-1 was destroyed- he didn’t see any bright light, no angels. He heard voices of those he cared about- heard Garrus telling a stupid story about C-Sec, heard Kaidan laughing at one of his lame jokes, heard Wrex yelling ‘Shepard’, Tali taking the time to tell him about the Quarian fleets and their pilgrimages. He didn’t see a heaven, or hell, or anything that he had been told happened after you died- it was nothing. And the nothingness scared him more than anything.

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